Saturday, October 31, 2009

Big Brother is Watching You

Day 1 of unemployment. I accidently set my alarm and was awoken at the god awful time of 4.45am to the annoying blast of sound that comes from my sony alarm clock. Life will take some adjusting to now that I am a woman of leisure and not by choice.

As much as I hated the job I did truly like the people but people let you down. Especially when it comes to their jobs. I know I did nothing wrong. I know I tried. I will try to move on.

It's very easy to fall into a trap of feeling sorry for yourself and believe me I've done it several times. I do not know why bad things always happen to me. I do not know why no one ever feels I'm worth the fight. I suppose I'm just disposable.

I do not have it in me to be corrupt or to step on other people for my own gain. I try to roll with the punches. Keep my head down and carry on. Look where its got me..but I wouldn't want to be such a person. I wont be that sort of person.

1 comment:

  1. Honey, I know it is bewildering and scary at the moment- I know, but we should never compromise who we are or what we stand for unless it is for the greater good.You should tell you Ma,telling mine was not amazing and she will be sad for you and scared and angry with these ridiculous people but that is what Mom's do. My DM is a tower of strength and I know yours will be too. So deep breath, head high ( you have done nothing wrong) and best foot forward. xxxx