Twitter Friends

Thanks for all the support on Twitter last night/early this morning. You guys rock! I'm so lucky that I have such a great network of friends via Twitter.

I'm strong. I will survive this.

Love y'all xx

Pain

I never in a million years thought I'd be what I am today. Scared, alone, jobless, depressed. I don't like myself very much, not that I ever did. I've reached an all time high of self-loathing. I've gained so much weight. I disgust myself. I comfort eat. I have no health or dental insurance. I need to see a dentist but cant. I have no motivation. I cant look into a mirror without cringing. I am ashamed.

I'm Still Alive

Haven't blogged in a really long time but thought I'd give it a go again. Things are not good. Still cant find a job. I've been depressed. I've let myself go. I've withdrawn from people. These are never good things and I know that. Being unemployed really makes you feel useless but I'm alive and I will try to make my life better.

Another Day

No Job! Guess I'm unhireable. This makes me sad.