Sadness

I cant win for losing. I'm sick of my life. I am sick of not having any money. Robbing Peter to pay Paul. Now I actually think I'm coming down with a cold, flu, swine flu whatever. There are a few cases already where I work. That's just all I need on top of everything else.

My washing machine quit. The brakes on my car are grinding again. Just got them fixed last March. WTF will happen next. I just do not know what I'm going to do. I can not pay my bills and live. I owe everyone and everything.

I'm sorry I'm so depressing but that is my life at the moment. Pretty soon I will be without electricity, water etc.. That is what it is coming to. So it's hard to be cheerful but I do love you all ..xx