Just Great! We Need the NHS

I'm doing all I can...Doing without to get bills paid... and bright and early this morning I get served with papers for $500 in medical bills. I've been trying to pay a bit at a time but that's not good enough for these doctors. They want it all at once. They do not care. What the hell do I pay insurance for if I get stuck with all this extra? Medical care is outrageous here in the USA.. My ear drum ruptured!! I guess I should not have gone to the doctor at all!! Things like this just make me want to lay down and die! Just one day without stress, worry, and no financial debts would be nice.

I work...I pay for insurance..but that's not good enough. It doesn't matter how much you make or pay to these people. It's a ripoff!

David Tennant on the Back Burner

I know I haven't blogged much about the lovely David Tennant lately. So much going on in my life I've had to put him on the back burner. I am looking forward to the Waters of Mars, PBS stuff, Hamlet etc.. Cant wait. The future looks great for David.

Anyway, Here's PBS interview to enjoy

Have a Puzzle

Copying Combom and putting a puzzle on my blog.

Waiting for Friday

Friday can not get here soon enough. Not because it's the weekend for me..In fact my week just starts then...but because it's payday. Bring it on!!

I had to take a few days off work because I simply do not have the money to get there and back. I work 35 miles away in Tupelo so that's a 70 mile trip every day. I'm sick of it. I'm sick of doing without..I'm sick of never doing anything....

I sometimes want to die.

No Money No Life

Well I've made it to work for 3 days scraping change. I'm afraid I've hit the bottom now. 2 days left in my week and no money.. no gas in the car. I don't get paid til Friday. I covered Monday but tomorrow is a problem. I've not been this broke in years. I'm going crazy.

I just wish bad things would quit happening. Just when I think I'll get ahead something else happens.

I'm sick of it!

9 Minute Naps

Every morning at 5 am my alarm goes off...Every morning I hit the snooze button..For 9 blissful minutes I have the best sleep of the entire night..Then the alarm blasts off and once again I hit snooze for another 9 minutes of heaven.

Now I am so groggy I can barely focus. I dont want to go to work but I have to. Bah! Another day...

Hope you all have a good one.
xx

I'm Not Gonna Make It

I've been broke in my life before but that was when I was jobless. I'm working now but all the past bills etc. are killing me. Medical bills from when my ear drum exploded and regular bills have just about wiped me out. Work has been slow since February and I've exhausted all my resources. I'm skint. I don't even have enough money to get to work and back this week. It's not a good feeling. I just don't know what to do. Life shouldn't be this way at my age. Everyone thinks its so easy when you are single and have no kids. Yeah right. Try living on a below average single income. Costs of electricity, gas, food, etc. keep going up but my pay keeps going down.

I am a white female with no dependents. I can not get any benefits. I can not ask anyone for help. I'm screwed. I live in an area where jobs are scarce. The job I have is 35 miles away so I'm driving 70 miles a day. I don't know how much more I can take. I just want to give up and let it all end.

Sorry for the sob story. Just venting and letting it all out. I have no one to tell how I'm feeling to so this is the only place to vent.