Looking For David Tennant's Bad Side

Worst Christmas Ever!

2011-12-23T23:40:00.001-06:00

This will be the first Christmas in my life spent away from my mother. There will be no presents. No dinner. Nothing. Finding it a bit hard but dealing with it.

Disposable People

2011-12-05T22:49:00.001-06:00

Disposable people are never heard, rarely seen, pushed to the side and ignored. They are not important. You don't listen to the disposable person. You can toss them away when their usefulness runs out. A disposable person never is a priority. Their feelings, time, money, life do not matter. You can bully and say whatever you want to a disposable person. They won't stand up to you. They know they are disposable. They just wait for the bomb to drop.

Often

2011-12-02T15:41:00.001-06:00

Often I let people push me around.Often I don't stand up for myself.Often I say nothing at all to keep the peace.Often I make mistakes.Often I want to die.I worry about my mother.I worry about my life.It doesn't matter what I do.No one cares.I don't belong.I can't cope.I try and fail.It's all my fault.Everyone says so.I'm worthless..UselessOften I trust people.Often I look for the good in people.This life isn't working out.

Why I Don't Like Matt Smith

2011-05-30T22:46:00.000-05:00

It's okay if you like Matt Smith. I really have nothing personal against him. I just don't like him as the Doctor. You can love him if you like. Everyone has their own opinion. Rock on!

To me Matt Smith is gangly, bumbling, and isn't really clever. I know the Doctor is a bit eccentric but Matt's portrayal just doesn't cut it with me.

Then there's Amy. Sure she's a pretty companion but how many expressions does she have? Is she really scared?? Is she really feeling anything??? Does she need a poo?? Hmmmm?? I suppose it really doesn't matter at all.

Anyway, Matt Smith...He never watched Doctor Who before he was cast in the role of the Doctor. He's not as attractive as David Tennant. I hate bow ties and I'm not overly fond of Fez's. I wish he would go away. Yes, that's right..I wish he would disappear, vanish, regenerate, do whatever it takes to make him skee-daddle and take Amy with him. We can keep Rory. He's ok. He's just death prone.

Bring back the genius that is Russell T. Davies!!

It's Time to be Honest

2011-05-01T19:52:00.000-05:00

I suffer from severe depression. I can not hide it or fake it anymore. It is what it is. I've tried to be strong and to resist it but it's taken over.

I was diagnosed with depression back in the late 90's. I took antidepressants and things seemed to get better but I did not follow through. I suppose I was ashamed.

Over the years it has gotten worse. It has affected me in my work life and it was probably a factor into me losing my last 2 jobs. Now I'm unemployed and that doesn't help one bit.

I have no energy. I'm constantly fatigued. I don't want to do anything. I sleep too much. I eat too much. I hate myself but I'm not suicidal. I don't want to die. Although it would probably be better off on my family if I did.

I love my dog Rex more than anything. If it weren't for him I'd probably never get out of bed.

I have no money, no job, no health insurance. My family will just scoff at me if I confide in them. No one believes me. I'm just marked as lazy.

Something has got to change.

Unemployed, Hopeless, and Broke

2011-04-05T17:08:00.000-05:00

I've been unemployed for so long now it's beginning to get ridiculous. I'm sick of not having any purpose what-so-ever. People who've been unemployed as long as I have are marked as lazy and not wanting a job. I do want a job. I want that daily mental stimulation, the challenge, drama, and all the good and bad things that come along with the workplace.

Things are really getting to a low point. Depression sets in. Getting out of bed is a challenge. All the rejection takes its toil and makes you feel worthless. Starting over is so hard. Especially the older you get. Companies only want to hire people in their 20's.

The one good thing is that I do have local friends in my life now. Sheila HIggins, Syd Curry, and David Low make me smile and I thank God they have come into my life. We all need friends.

Tomorrow is a new day.. Let's hope for the best. Give me the strength to stop hating myself and energy to do something good.

Twitter Life

2011-01-30T16:16:00.004-06:00

It takes all kinds of people to make up this crazy screwed up world we live in. Open up a Twitter account and follow people from all over the world and you'll soon find that out. Some people tweet about their life, what they are doing, where they have been. Others tweet nonsense, hiding their true selves. Some are jokers and some are downright scary.

At this moment I have 707 followers on Twitter and I follow 643 of them. I've come to know and care about many of them through this mental social media experiment. Some I feel I can't unfollow for fear of upsetting their fragile egos. Some are celebrities who don't follow back and don't respond unless you say something so witty they can't contain themselves. Some are sad, lonely people who threaten to kill themselves and live in a fantasy world. Tweeting as another person, entity, or fictional character. These really scare me.

Then there are racists, bigots, and downright rude people. These people automatically get the block from me. There's a woman in London who's tweets are so vile and full of extreme hatred. In a way I feel sorry for her and in a way I don't. She feels she is absolutely right and has a right to spew hatred and I suppose she does.

You also have the fangirls who tweet nothing except pictures and thoughts of their favorite celebrity. It's really amusing to watch them scramble over themselves tweeting to said celebrity if he or she suddenly appears in their timelines. Everyone wants to get noticed and rarely do.

I suppose for me Twitter is company. With all these strange, warped, crazy people I find a place to be myself. No one has to see me. No one judges me. It's just a conversation to keep you going throughout the day. It's news, good and bad, and small 140 character or less glimpses into total stranger's lives.

Some of you Twits are my friends. Others of you I hope to never meet in a dark alley.

Tweet On!

What's Wrong Now??

2011-01-27T15:00:00.002-06:00

It's been a long time since I've blogged. Mainly because I cant be bothered to put down words when there is nothing to say. Things just don't seem to be getting any better.

I've applied for many jobs but no call backs or either my lousy credit score knocks me out of the picture. I'm not a thief! I just want a job so I can pay my bills and get my life back on track.

On a positive note I've met many fine people in Aberdeen that I am proud to call my friends now. Which is a good thing. Sitting here constantly by myself is tiring and puts me into a deep depression.

I'm thankful to have friends and for a mom that loves me no matter what. My mom is the greatest person ever. I can never repay her and words will never be enough to describe how much I love her and how much she means to me.

The Never Changing Story

2010-09-13T22:47:00.001-05:00

Didn't get the job. Thought I had it. The interviews were so positive. Very disappointed.

Eff my life...

What Will Be Will Be

2010-08-28T21:18:00.002-05:00

Got called for an interview with AT&T for Monday. First call back I've had in awhile. Hopefully I will pass whatever tests they put me through and get a job. Lord knows I need one. This doing nothing lark is killing me!

The lovely fabulous Syd Curry cut my hair Friday. I am grateful to him and the good people of Aberdeen who I've recently met. It's nice knowing there are good decent people around here. Perhaps if I hadn't shut myself away like a recluse for so long I would have found that out. Depression sux but I'm trying.

Other than that I know nothing.

As for the David Tennant part of this blog...

David Tennant is still in New Mexico filming Fright Night. Someone spotted him at California Pizza Kitchen...#thatisall

Verbal Abuse

2010-08-07T23:41:00.002-05:00

I try to keep things lighthearted. I joke and put on a smile when inside I'm dying. I'm so afraid. Afraid of life. Afraid of people. Afraid of taking a chance. I try to block the true reasons out but sometimes something happens that gives me a kick and I realize exactly what's going on.

Tonight my mother phoned me. She had sneaked outside with her cell phone to call and she was very upset. My father is driving her insane. She cannot talk to me in front of him without him yelling and making crass comments. My father has always been a strict and very angry man. Nothing you do is good enough for him. For the past few years he has gotten worse. He verbally abuses my mother and he also verbally abused me my entire life. I do not live with him so I only get it when I phone them but I am so afraid of him. I worry so much for my mother. She is a kind woman and his words are slowly killing her.

Tonight he went to bed at 7pm. He said he had given up on life. He says he is sick. He is putting the guilt on us. My mother waits on him hand and foot and its not good enough. He hates the fact that I am not pretty, rich and successful. He is ashamed of me and has let me know it. I am not welcome in their house anymore because of his prejudices. I want so much to support my mother and to be there for her but she is so scared she begs me not to. I am so scared of him I do not want to go there.

He will not get help. Refuses to acknowledge that he is ever in the wrong and belittles and demeans us to the point of giving up. I am a scared, emotional, fucked up person because of him. I don't know how to let it go or to help my mother.

Frank Lee has all of the characteristics below:

Signs of verbal abuse exhibited by the abuser are:

Actions of ignoring, ridiculing, disrespecting, and criticizing others consistently.
A manipulation of words.
Purposeful humiliation of others.
Accusing others falsely for the purpose of manipulating a person's decision making.
Manipulating people to submit to undesirable behavior.
Making others feel unwanted and unloved.
Threatening to leave the family destitute.
Placing the blame and cause of the abuse onto others.
Isolating a person from some type of support system, consisting of friends or family.
Harassment
Jekyll and Hyde behaviors, either in terms of sudden rages or behavioral changes, or where there is a very different "face" shown to the outside world vs. With victim

Me and my mother have these:

Verbal abuse is a pattern of behavior that can seriously interfere with a person's healthy emotional development. Regular exposure leads to significant detriment of a person's self-esteem, emotional well-being, and physical state.

Twitter Friends

2010-07-28T12:46:00.002-05:00

Thanks for all the support on Twitter last night/early this morning. You guys rock! I'm so lucky that I have such a great network of friends via Twitter.

I'm strong. I will survive this.

Love y'all xx

Pain

2010-07-28T01:24:00.002-05:00

I never in a million years thought I'd be what I am today. Scared, alone, jobless, depressed. I don't like myself very much, not that I ever did. I've reached an all time high of self-loathing. I've gained so much weight. I disgust myself. I comfort eat. I have no health or dental insurance. I need to see a dentist but cant. I have no motivation. I cant look into a mirror without cringing. I am ashamed.

I'm Still Alive

2010-07-19T21:38:00.003-05:00

Haven't blogged in a really long time but thought I'd give it a go again. Things are not good. Still cant find a job. I've been depressed. I've let myself go. I've withdrawn from people. These are never good things and I know that. Being unemployed really makes you feel useless but I'm alive and I will try to make my life better.

Another Day

2010-07-19T21:32:00.001-05:00

No Job! Guess I'm unhireable. This makes me sad.

It's Relative

2010-04-25T19:27:00.003-05:00

Sunday Sunday Sunday!! Hello people. I have not blogged in ages but here I am. Still unemployed. Still feeling useless. Bah!

Yesterday was tornado day. Strong storms moved in Friday evening and lasted until yesterday spawning a massive tornado killing 10 people in the state of Mississippi. Rex and I took cover for a bit once the sirens started blaring here in Aberdeen but it all went around us and we were safe and free from damage. Didn't even lose power or internet. Amazing!!

Not much else is going on. Just checking in. I'm still alive. I don't really like the new Doctor Matt Smith. David Tennant rocks!! #thatisall

Cold

2010-01-07T22:26:00.002-06:00

Cold cold cold

David Tennant Regenerates

2010-01-01T22:42:00.002-06:00

1/1/10 The last hoorah for David Tennant is now over. The regeneration has happened and as expected I'm sad.

Haven't blogged much lately but thought I'd start the new year with one. Most of my Twitter followers know how crap my life has been lately. Hopefully 2010 will be better.

Back to Being Treated Like a Child

2009-11-20T23:47:00.003-06:00

Still no job. Have ran out of money. This morning I will be heading off to Louisiana to stay with my parents until my unemployment kicks in. Back to being yelled at and scolded. Back to being told what to do and when to do it. Bah!

Can't say I haven't enjoyed the past few weeks. The lovely David Tennant has been everywhere. Absolute Radio was fun. Then the Waters of Mars which was sad and strange. Children in Need preview of the End of Time last night.

Hopefully I will be able to check in from my new prison.

Welcome to America David Tennant

2009-11-02T22:35:00.001-06:00

'Doctor Who' star lands 'Rex' pilot
David Tennant will play a top Chicago litigator

By Nellie Andreeva

Nov 2, 2009, 11:00 PM ET
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David Tennant (Getty)
No longer will American TV audiences be asking doctor who?

Popular British actor David Tennant, best known for playing the title role in the BBC's long-running sci-fi series "Doctor Who," is set to make his American television debut as the title character in NBC's hourlong pilot "Rex Is Not Your Lawyer."

Written by Andrew Leeds and David Lampson, "Rex" centers on Rex Alexander (Tennant), a top Chicago litigator who begins suffering panic attacks and takes up coaching clients to represent themselves in court.

David Semel, who directed the pilots for "Heroes" and "Life," has come on board to helm the comedic legal drama from Universal Media Studios and BermanBraun.

He will also executive produce with veteran Barry Schindel (who is attached as showrunner), Gail Berman, Lloyd Braun and Gene Stein. Leeds and Lampson serve as supervising producers.

NBC greenlighted the project in August, about two years after it was first developed, and had been trying to find a lead actor for several months until Tennant came along and nailed the part.

Tennant, a theater and TV actor, rose to fame playing the mysterious alien time-traveler at the center of "Doctor Who" for the past five years. His performance as the Doctor has been often rated as the top in the franchise's 46-year history.

Tennant's casting is reminiscent of the tapping of another established British TV actor with virtually no American TV experience, Hugh Laurie, as the lead on Fox's medical drama "House."

Tennant, who co-starred in "Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire," recently signed with UTA. He's also repped by U.K.'s Independent Talent Group.

RIP Whiskey the Cat

2009-10-31T10:36:00.002-05:00

3 years ago today I lost my Whiskey. RIP..Whiskey Von KittyKat

Big Brother is Watching You

2009-10-31T10:34:00.001-05:00

Day 1 of unemployment. I accidently set my alarm and was awoken at the god awful time of 4.45am to the annoying blast of sound that comes from my sony alarm clock. Life will take some adjusting to now that I am a woman of leisure and not by choice.

As much as I hated the job I did truly like the people but people let you down. Especially when it comes to their jobs. I know I did nothing wrong. I know I tried. I will try to move on.

It's very easy to fall into a trap of feeling sorry for yourself and believe me I've done it several times. I do not know why bad things always happen to me. I do not know why no one ever feels I'm worth the fight. I suppose I'm just disposable.

I do not have it in me to be corrupt or to step on other people for my own gain. I try to roll with the punches. Keep my head down and carry on. Look where its got me..but I wouldn't want to be such a person. I wont be that sort of person.

It's Happened Again..

2009-10-30T18:58:00.000-05:00

How crazy is this?..Yesterday I received a memo saying I got a 15 cent raise. All was successful on my 6 month review...Then today after lunch I get the sack. I'm told that I received too many scripting alerts in a short span of time. What an utter crock of s^^t. The first scripting alert I knew of was brought to my attention last Saturday during a weekly coaching. It was more or less stated that I skipped one step and wasn't a big deal. Basically a slap on the wrist. The other 3 god only knows where they came from. No warning. No discussion about the problem. Just pack and leave.

I really thought more of my boss. I know they are all sh^ting themselves up there. Everyone is afraid of losing their jobs but not to back your employee up and say..Hey, We haven't discussed this in detail...to the powers that be.. is totally unacceptable.

Just a word for people out there. When you phone in for help with electronics..be it a service call or a replacement. That claim counts against the agent you are speaking with and leads to termination. Please take the time to try to fix the problem over the phone and don't give that agent a hard time.

I can honestly say I did the best job I could. I tried to be fair and to treat people with respect and do what was right. It got me nowhere.

Now, I have no idea what I will do. Jobs are far and few between here. I haven't the courage to tell my mother. This will break her heart. I'm at a loss.

I am so thankful for my wonderful twitter friends. They have all been so supportive.

The world is a cruel cruel place and I've got a feeling its about to become a terrible place for me.

Keep me in your thoughts
xx

Rain, Work and .....

2009-10-29T19:03:00.000-05:00

Today I received a memo saying that I've gotten a 15 cent raise. Exciting huh? Every little bit helps. I only worked half a day. Wasn't in the mood for it anyway. Made an old lady cry because she refused to do anything to get her tv working yet became irate when I told her a tech couldn't come out until tomorrow. People are crazy!

Came home and watched Sarah Jane Adventures. David Tennant is in this weeks episodes. Hoorah! Then I had a nap. Now I've got a headache and I'm feeling a bit bummed. Just hope I can get back to sleep in a little bit.

My life is so shit. Soon I will just make up stuff. Maybe that will be more exciting.

xx

Another Day

2009-10-28T12:31:00.000-05:00

It's Wednesday which is tentatively my Sunday. I am so not ready to go back to work in the morning but I must. Money must be made and spent and life must carry on.

I've upgraded my desktop pc to Windows 7. Faster than Vista so that's an improvement but other than that I'm not impressed. I've eaten chocolate. I've slept. I've twittered.

I'm rubbish at blogging but I rock!!

That is all.

David Tennant/American TV Hoorah

2009-10-27T12:02:00.001-05:00

Blogging is Hard

2009-09-29T19:59:00.000-05:00

And I'm not much of a writer. Not much has happened in my life in recent days. Work has picked up to full time again. Football and more football. Angry men and women. I really hate people. Anyhoo.....

Autumn has arrived in Northeast Mississippi. Crisp night air that makes you feel a bit more energetic. Halloween decorations in all the shops. Pumpkin patches. Kids screaming. Lovely.

Nothing more to say...xx

The Rain

2009-09-23T09:41:00.001-05:00

I love the rain. I love the sound of it. I love the relief from the heat it provides. Every day for more than a week we have been drenched with lovely rain.

Yesterday evening while standing on my neighbor's porch we watched the rain move in from the west. A great big sheet of rain rapidly moving across a field until it drenched us with its power. It amazes me. Nature is wonderful and sometimes scary. Especially in the south where the hot and cold air mix and sometimes spawn tornadoes with these storms. Above is a tornado that hit my work in May 2008. We were lucky to come out of it alive. A few feet over and it would have come through our building on top of us.

This is where I work.

Today we have tornado warnings. Today I don't love the rain so much.

Struggling Still

2009-09-22T07:20:00.000-05:00

Why do I always make things difficult? Why am I not happy and ready to seize the day like the majority of people I see around me? I'm so envious of those who don't seem to have a care in the world. I know I shouldn't be but I am. Every day is a major struggle for me. What horror will happen next? I worry, I fret, I'm scared.

I don't hate my job but lately I am so scared every moment I'm there. They seem to look for reasons to fire people. No motivation. Nothing. The turn over rate is phenomenal. I am so thankful that I even have a job and every day I expect to be told to leave. Nothing you do is right. Nothing you say is right.

Today is Tuesday and it's my day off and I should be resting and happy. Instead I was up at 3.30 am worrying. Worrying about bills that haven't been paid. Worrying if my things will be packed up on my desk when I go back in to work on Thursday. Worrying if they will come and turn my electricity off on me today even though I've asked if they could give me until Friday to pay it. Worrying about what the neighbors say. The list goes on and on. I cant stop worrying.

I have made so many mistakes that have put me in this position and I am struggling to get out of it. I want to be able to smile and visit friends far and wide. To do things, experience things....Enjoy life. I want to care about myself again and I don't know where to begin.

Knocked Back Down

2009-09-13T18:41:00.000-05:00

This week I started to feel a bit more positive about things but then I received an email from my mother today.....Mom thinks I should try to do better. Ummm...I think I know this....I think I'm doing damn well for no more than I make plus driving 70 miles per day on what hours we've been getting since February. It's so easy to tell someone to do something but until you are actually in their shoes it's hard to know exactly what is going on. I have no idea what I'm supposed to be doing or how to do it or who to do it with. I'm just plonking along hoping for the best.

Yes, I need to go to the doctor...Yes, I need to go to the dentist...Yes, I need new tires on the car...Yes, I need brakes...Yes, I need a new washing machine...I could go on and on.....but I do not have the extra money. I wish my family would understand this. I can not save what is not there. Getting to work and food are my priorities and I'm trying damn hard just to get that. Yes, I'm depressed. Yes, I sometimes give up. The stress and worry overwhelms me at times...but I pick myself up and carry on regardless.

It's That Time of Year

2009-09-09T08:01:00.000-05:00

American Football season will start this Sunday and where I work it's the dreaded time of year. The good thing is it mean more work, more money and me getting out of debt. The bad thing is less twittering and less time with my Rexy.

I really hate football. Big, grunty men running into each other. Just isn't my idea of a good time. The American public seem to love it though..in fact worship it. You have not been cussed out until you are cussed out by a football fan who cant get his or her favorite teams game on tv that day and it's all my fault. I so look forward to it. So anyone reading this who has the NFL Sunday Ticket....please read the fine print...SUBJECT TO BLACKOUTS!! This means that if the game is in your area and it DID NOT sell out then the game is blacked out in your area. You will not get the game. I can not hit a magic button and get it on your tv for you. I realize that you pay a lot of money for it but I can not control it. I am sooooooo sorry. End of..

Other than that I am surviving. I ate a roast beef sandwich yesterday which made me happy. I love roast beef sandwiches. I trimmed the weeds around the side of my home. I helped elderly people hook up their converter box so they could get more than one channel on their tv. I hung out with my neighbors. I twittered. Good day overall. Today I may actually clean my car if I get the energy.

Hopefully nothing will implode and make life go all wrong...It's 9/9/9 so I'm kinda expecting something to go wrong..

What's David Tennant doing? I have no idea.

Peace, Love, and extra cute chubby bunny rabbits to you all.
xx

Robbie Williams - Bodies

2009-09-09T07:11:00.001-05:00

Waters of Mars Trailer

2009-08-28T19:53:00.000-05:00

How can anyone replace David Tennant as the Doctor?

David Tennant Does Not Twitter

2009-08-28T18:57:00.000-05:00

Just for people that search for David Tennant's twitter and end up here..... As far as I know he does not twitter and never will. I do not have any answers here. I am just a fan. All you are gonna get here lately is moaning cause my life is shite! Feel free to contribute.

Sadness

2009-08-28T18:43:00.000-05:00

I cant win for losing. I'm sick of my life. I am sick of not having any money. Robbing Peter to pay Paul. Now I actually think I'm coming down with a cold, flu, swine flu whatever. There are a few cases already where I work. That's just all I need on top of everything else.

My washing machine quit. The brakes on my car are grinding again. Just got them fixed last March. WTF will happen next. I just do not know what I'm going to do. I can not pay my bills and live. I owe everyone and everything.

I'm sorry I'm so depressing but that is my life at the moment. Pretty soon I will be without electricity, water etc.. That is what it is coming to. So it's hard to be cheerful but I do love you all ..xx

Up and Down

2009-08-25T07:35:00.000-05:00

Things are still primarily bad on this end. Money still low. Never have enough. Life goes on and so do I. It's 7.36am and I'm awake on my day off. Sun is shining brightly and the birds are singing. Bah! I shall never make it.

Now let's all gather around and stare at David Tennant's scrawny man legs. Nom nom...

Enough of that....

Oh ok..a little more...

I Survived Until Payday

2009-08-14T19:12:00.000-05:00

Well I made it...I was so good to have a large coffee this morning. I've gone without caffeine for over a week and was positively high after my first dose...and it felt sooooo good.

Work however was shit...I hate hate hate people...Well not so much hate people but every time I process a claim it counts against me. Work with me people. I need a job.

Just wanted to check in...Love you all..xx

Just Great! We Need the NHS

2009-08-13T08:33:00.000-05:00

I'm doing all I can...Doing without to get bills paid... and bright and early this morning I get served with papers for $500 in medical bills. I've been trying to pay a bit at a time but that's not good enough for these doctors. They want it all at once. They do not care. What the hell do I pay insurance for if I get stuck with all this extra? Medical care is outrageous here in the USA.. My ear drum ruptured!! I guess I should not have gone to the doctor at all!! Things like this just make me want to lay down and die! Just one day without stress, worry, and no financial debts would be nice.

I work...I pay for insurance..but that's not good enough. It doesn't matter how much you make or pay to these people. It's a ripoff!

David Tennant on the Back Burner

2009-08-10T17:59:00.000-05:00

I know I haven't blogged much about the lovely David Tennant lately. So much going on in my life I've had to put him on the back burner. I am looking forward to the Waters of Mars, PBS stuff, Hamlet etc.. Cant wait. The future looks great for David.

Anyway, Here's PBS interview to enjoy

Have a Puzzle

2009-08-10T13:12:00.000-05:00

Copying Combom and putting a puzzle on my blog.

Waiting for Friday

2009-08-10T13:00:00.000-05:00

Friday can not get here soon enough. Not because it's the weekend for me..In fact my week just starts then...but because it's payday. Bring it on!!

I had to take a few days off work because I simply do not have the money to get there and back. I work 35 miles away in Tupelo so that's a 70 mile trip every day. I'm sick of it. I'm sick of doing without..I'm sick of never doing anything....

I sometimes want to die.

No Money No Life

2009-08-08T17:03:00.001-05:00

Well I've made it to work for 3 days scraping change. I'm afraid I've hit the bottom now. 2 days left in my week and no money.. no gas in the car. I don't get paid til Friday. I covered Monday but tomorrow is a problem. I've not been this broke in years. I'm going crazy.

I just wish bad things would quit happening. Just when I think I'll get ahead something else happens.

I'm sick of it!

9 Minute Naps

2009-08-07T06:03:00.000-05:00

Every morning at 5 am my alarm goes off...Every morning I hit the snooze button..For 9 blissful minutes I have the best sleep of the entire night..Then the alarm blasts off and once again I hit snooze for another 9 minutes of heaven.

Now I am so groggy I can barely focus. I dont want to go to work but I have to. Bah! Another day...

Hope you all have a good one.
xx

I'm Not Gonna Make It

2009-08-05T10:12:00.000-05:00

I've been broke in my life before but that was when I was jobless. I'm working now but all the past bills etc. are killing me. Medical bills from when my ear drum exploded and regular bills have just about wiped me out. Work has been slow since February and I've exhausted all my resources. I'm skint. I don't even have enough money to get to work and back this week. It's not a good feeling. I just don't know what to do. Life shouldn't be this way at my age. Everyone thinks its so easy when you are single and have no kids. Yeah right. Try living on a below average single income. Costs of electricity, gas, food, etc. keep going up but my pay keeps going down.

I am a white female with no dependents. I can not get any benefits. I can not ask anyone for help. I'm screwed. I live in an area where jobs are scarce. The job I have is 35 miles away so I'm driving 70 miles a day. I don't know how much more I can take. I just want to give up and let it all end.

Sorry for the sob story. Just venting and letting it all out. I have no one to tell how I'm feeling to so this is the only place to vent.

It's Beginning to Look a Lot Like....Destruction

2009-07-31T20:28:00.001-05:00

I always seem to get myself in horrible situations then have to fight my way out of them. I'm a bit of an idiot I suppose. I panic and I don't think things through until it bites me on the ass.

Oh well...Life is going going going here in Northeast Mississippi. It's hot..It's humid..It's dull as hell and I have heartburn. I hate getting old. I wish I knew something about anything and I could make some real money instead of working for peanuts.

There are no easy answers. I want my MTV....that is all....xx

Love the Smile- David Charms the USA

2009-07-31T20:25:00.000-05:00

Bloggity Blog

2009-07-27T19:58:00.000-05:00

Here I am again..attempting to blog...Something I've been very lax at doing for quite awhile. Things haven't been going well for me recently. Work is so stressful. Loads of bullshit. Depression...bah! Special kudos go out to @Neets68 and @belle_lulu on Twitter for making me smile and forget about my problems for awhile.

Anyway, the past weekend was eventful. David Tennant was at Comic-Con in San Diego. Hoorah! I'm very pleased that he was received so well in the States but I really hope that doesn't lead to big things over here. I know that sounds selfish but I mean it in the nicest of ways. He is lovely just like he is and I don't want him corrupted by Hollywood and stupid rubbish Americans.

What else is new? Well nothing. My weekend is here and I can sleep late in the morning and that makes me slightly giddy. I am deffo not a morning person.

Maybe I will blog tomorrow..maybe not...we shall see.

Love y'all...mean it!! xx

Contemplating Thinking about Thinking

2009-07-16T20:21:00.000-05:00

Been awhile since I've been here. I'm just a barrel full of emotions and moods lately.

Work is weird. Never know where you stand. They change the rules on a weekly basis. Each day is a new day of "are they gonna fire me today?" thoughts. Every moment there is brutal and stressful.

At least tomorrow is payday.

Not in the Mood

2009-06-06T18:51:00.001-05:00

Tragic! I don't feel like blogging.. I just wanna sleep. I'm on twitter too much and work sucks. I need loads of money. I'm behind on bills. I'm in a state of worry. I just might vomit. If you are rich and have money to throw away send it to me. hehe.
cheers.

Look At My Butt!!

2009-04-28T11:59:00.000-05:00

I haven't blogged in awhile so I thought I'd give it another go. Nothing brilliantly new or exciting has happened in my life so the mundane cycle continues.

Yesterday I had a some free time at work and during this time I was wandering around harassing various co-workers in different parts of the building and I noticed that some of my male co-workers have pics of the girlfriends framed and sat on their desks. Well 9 out of 10 of these pics the girlfriend is posing looking over her shoulder at the camera with her arse pushed out and arranged so its the dominant visual point of the photo. Is this a new trend??? "Look at my Butt!!!" Is the butt the latest thing of beauty?? If this was just one photo of one girl I would have thought no more about it...but I noticed numerous different photos of different girls..all posed with arse thrust out on display. So silly! but hey I'm not young anymore.

It's my day off and I'm quite content in my laziness. I should be cleaning house and may attempt it later. Too many David Tennant distractions on the internet and I'm wanting a sparkley stormtrooper t-shirt like he wore at the Baftas.

I'm off to twitter or whatever...Cya..

It's Been A Long Time...

2009-04-16T17:27:00.000-05:00

Well, I think I found the Bad Side of David Tennant. After listening to him present Jonathan Ross's radio programme on Radio 2 last Saturday and hearing him repeat on several occations ..pet torture...or torture Blue Peter pets..if something was done or not done. Sure he was joking and sure I still love him but I didn't find it funny.

Some people are raised with pets and some or not. I respect that some people have phobias, simply do not like, or do not have the time to be bothered with a pet, but what gets up my nose is when others criticize my pet ownership or look down their noses at it as if its germy or disgusting.

My dog Rex is my very best friend. He's my 4 legged, furry, slightly retarded 4 year old son. In the 4 years I've owned him I've had many many low points in my life. If it weren't for Rex giving me something to take care of I know I would be dead right now.

To me, my dog is no different than a child. Vacuuming up hair, bathing him, brushing his hair, picking up toys, playing with him, and walks are all part of it. For me that is therapy. I have to do it. I'm not allowed to wallow in grief, never setting foot outside. It what keeps me active. The love I receive in return is immeasurable. He never questions me, he never uses hurtful words, or criticizes me. He loves me for who I am.

Some people get it in their heads that dogs are germy. That their home is cleaner without one. If you have allergies to a pet then maybe so but fact is..."In the total scheme of things, we stand to catch more harmful germs from other people or even the food we eat than we do from animals". Sure its work..but so is a baby, so is a child, and so is a spouse. Any living creature living with you will provide work but its worth it.

So human friends...I love you but my dog Rexy is will be my 1st priority. If you are afraid of getting a hair on your shirt or a germ from his friendly hello's then Rex and I will go elsewhere.

I'm Back!!

2009-03-19T16:56:00.001-05:00

Well I haven't a clue what day of blogging it is..I've not been in the mood to blog lately. Anyway, I'm back and will try to carry on.

Rex had surgery...All went well..until the stitches came out, then the replacement staples came out..then the re-replacement staples came out. So now poor Rexy has a gap in his side that the vet refuses to staple or stitch back up. He says that it will heal on its own. There was no need to keep putting Rex through restapling because he wont leave them in. So I am pouring in Peroxide and making sure the wound stays clean and hoping he will heal.

Been over on Twitter most days. Someone named Satan harassed me yesterday and quite frankly scared me just a bit. Then today I received an apology from Satan..That's something you can't say often..I received an apology from Satan! haha.

Wasn't David Tennant wonderful on Comic Relief??? Wasn't David Tennant's white suit wonderful???? I ooohhhed and ahhhhhhed for a bit..

Well I'm off to do what I do best...Nothing..

Toodles.
xx

Day 126...My Dog Rex

2009-03-04T20:10:00.000-06:00

Found out my doggy Rex has cancer on Monday. He will have surgery next Tuesday to remove a walnut sized lump off of his left side. Hopefully all will be well after removal. I'm worried sick. Rexy is my baby.

Nothing to report over here. Just day to day boring stuff. Relaxing 2 days off work and still not ready to go back in the morning but gotta work to pay the bills.

Hope you all are well.
xx

Day 123...The Snow

2009-03-01T16:33:00.001-06:00

It's 4.34 pm. It snowed last night so there was no work today. Hoorah! The sun came out and melted it all away and now it's gone. Bah!

Rex had fun in it before it was gone.

Also I have a new gadget. My first ipod...and I'm still trying to figure it out.

Day 122...I've Been Lazy

2009-02-27T20:25:00.000-06:00

It's 8.26 pm and ok I've been lazy about blogging but that's ok cause I've been super busy in real life. Oh yes indeed. Working, sleeping, getting car repairs done, helping neighbor, being an all round perfect citizen. haha..

Anyway, I'll try not to go so long between blogs again. I'm just so busy twittering.

Hope everyone is well and having a David Tennantish Day!!

xx

Day 117..One More Day of the Neverending Week

2009-02-22T20:14:00.000-06:00

It's 8.15pm. I have one more day to complete in my horrendous 5 day work week. We have new team members and the girl next to me is not friendly at all. Bah! In fact she is miserable. At least I say Bah! and I do laugh. My friend Jackie is on the other side of mean girl and she keeps shooting us evil looks if we talk around her. She must be destroyed. We cannot have Ms. Grumpy Pants separating our laughter. I really feel sorry for her. It must be awful to never smile or never laugh and never speak to your co-workers unless its a cutting remark or to go tattle. Bah! Jackie is off tomorrow so I guess I will be stuck with misery guts alone. Her name is Chiquita..Yes Chiquita! Like the banana. Haha...

Well I cant think of anything else...BTW..My dear friend Lisa..If you read this while I'm working tomorrow...Break out your boogie shoes and do your infamous Sacred Hamster Dance for me once more. I need to leave early once again.

Cheers..
xx

Day 116...Blog

2009-02-21T20:36:00.001-06:00

8.37 pm... Blog blog blog...I'm too sleepy to blog..and there will be no pic either..bah!
xx

Day 115....The Day That Never Was

2009-02-20T19:44:00.000-06:00

It's 7.44 pm. I have been in a daze all day long. Went to work as usual. Felt like I've had a bad hangover without the drink. Got to leave work at noon due to it being slow. Came home and had a nap. Still feel slightly hungover but better. I feel as though today has never even happened. Working 5 days a week is odd. It seems the week will never end. I still have 3 more to go before my weekend. Bah!

I'm gonna try to watch a Doctor Who episode and then go back to bed. I only get sad when I watch now knowing David Tennant will be leaving soon. :(

Cheers my dears...
xx

Day 114....Thursday Work

2009-02-19T19:09:00.000-06:00

It's 7.11 pm and it feels much later. Today was my first day back working on Thursdays. Bah! I felt like I was there working when I shouldn't be all day. Thank goodness it was slow and I got to depart at around 2.30 pm.

Rex was extremely happy to see me this afternoon. Guess he was messed up by the Thursday work as well. Bless Rexy...Follow him on Twitter..Name RexyPooterPants.

Nothing else to report. Will try to stay awake for a couple more hours then head to bed.

xx

Day 113....Short Weekend For Me

2009-02-18T20:33:00.000-06:00

It's 8.35 pm and soon I will be going to bed...why???...because I have to bloody work tomorrow. Arrrghhhhhhhh!!! I so do not wanna go in. 2 days is not enough!

Watched the Brits earlier. Very cool. Enjoyed immensely. Played on Twitter. Talked to Beate. Just a usual day.

I didn't blog yesterday but that's ok. Everyone is entitled to miss a day or two or three here and there.

Cya later..
xx

Day 111....Musical Chairs

2009-02-16T20:46:00.000-06:00

It's 8.49 pm. I'm a bit sleepy but not going to bed just yet. Today is Monday but is my Friday. 8 hour shifts instead of 10 started today and we had to move to another part of the building. Bah! Too much change. I only have two days off now. Tomorrow and Wednesday.

Anyway today I had to sit across from Charles Manson Jr.. If he would have sat down I wouldn't have had to see him but he is one of those people who like to stand up so I had a clear view of the scruffy beard, wild eyes, weird hair and general oddness up close. All that was missing was a tattooed swastika across his forehead. The mix of people that work in my building never ceases to amaze and entertain me. I'm missing my previous collection of gay men and women sat around me. At least they were fun and made me laugh. Now, I'm just a tad bit scared. I'm in the psycho ward now. One guy has these clear see through things in his ear lobes and it horrifies me! See pic above for exact example. Perhaps it will be better on Thursday when the rest of my team will join me.

Anywho...I'll blog more later. I'm safe safe at home..Ahhhhh..
xx

Day 110...Another Day in the Void

2009-02-15T20:44:00.000-06:00

8.46 pm. Yawn! I had a nap but I'm still yawning. What a day! I didn't sleep well last night. Work was horrendous but finished early. I really really dislike some people. Life goes on...

Back to a normal 8 hour shift tomorrow. Now only 2 days off per week. Bah! I will survive.

Wonder if the Doctor is back from Dubai? Too tired to research.

Watched The Reader last night. Good movie... Watched Bolt tonight... Cute movie..

Going back to bed..

Peace..
xx

Day 109..Forgot to Blog

2009-02-15T06:01:00.000-06:00

It's 6.03 am and I've got to leave for work. I forgot to blog last night so pretend this is last night. Bah...

Have a good day.
xx

Day 108...The Silly Contest is Over

2009-02-13T20:21:00.000-06:00

..and we won..I looked like a twat all day dressed like a lion..but its all over now so thank god...

David's looking smurfy in Dubai. Check him out!

My eyes are all blurry..Guess I'm tired..I hope so at least..Either that or I'm having a optical breakdown.

Shower and bed for me..
xx

Day 107...The Weekend Ends

2009-02-12T20:12:00.000-06:00

It's 8.14 pm and tomorrow I go back to work. This was my last three day weekend. Back to working 5 days a week as of Monday..Bah!

Doctor Who is filming in Dubai...Exciting! Hope all is going well. I'm so looking forward to the Easter special but then again I'm not because that makes it one episode closer to the end for David. Bah!

Guess I'm going to bed and read until I fall asleep. Tomorrow is Wizard of Oz day at work and I should try to get there a bit early but probably wont.

Happy Friday to those with real weekends..
xx

Day 106..John Cleese Twitters

2009-02-11T20:24:00.000-06:00

Everybody Twitters! You should be a Twitterer too..

Day 106...No Matter What

2009-02-11T18:33:00.000-06:00

It's 6.35 pm and all my European friends have snuggled up in their beds for the night and left me to my own devices. It's very very quiet.

Not a whole heck of alot has happened today. Woke up...Checked the tweetisphere etc. Had a nap...Ate...Chatted with friends...and now I'm here.

Thanks to Combom ,who has a very informative interesting blog, for commenting and listing a few bad things about David Tennant for me. Best laugh I've had in days..Just when I was beginning to think David Tennant was perfect.

Well I'm off again to find something to amuse me.

xx

Day 105....Loads of Nothingness

2009-02-10T20:58:00.000-06:00

It's 8.59 pm. It's been a dull day. Slept a lot. Bone's aching...wishing the weather would do something to ease the pain in my joints that I destroyed as a child.

I'm currently listening to Lily Allen's latest album. It's not half bad. Yoko Ono is sending Peace on Twitter with lots of i ii iii's. I suppose that's some sort of Yoko code...Gotta love Yoko.

Well I'm off to overdose on Tylenol and see if there is anything interesting lurking around.

xx

Day 104...The Weekend is Here..

2009-02-09T17:36:00.000-06:00

It's 5.38 pm and my weekend is here..hoorah...Too bad it's my last 3 day weekend...bah!
So I had better enjoy this one...

Anywho..don't know anything...above is a pic of our incomplete house and some lollipops that we built yesterday. It's a blurry awful pic but it was taken on my mobile quickly hoping no one would see. We are not supposed to have mobiles out on the floor..too bad..everyone does..

cya..
xx

Day One Hundred Three...I'm in Pain

2009-02-08T20:30:00.000-06:00

It's 8.32 pm. Got off early from work today which was nice. Also did nothing work wise today. Had offline time to set up for our Wizard of Oz decorations. Spent most of my time outside painting etc. Now I'm sore all over. Not used to so much activity during the day.

Home now and enjoying relaxing.

xx

Day One Hundred Two..Lapsing in blogging.

2009-02-07T19:42:00.000-06:00

It's 7.44 pm. I'm tired and am not much in a blogging mood lately. Hope you all are well. I'm excited about Red Nose Day..
xx

Day One Hundred One...Happy Birthday to Me

2009-02-04T21:36:00.000-06:00

It's 9.37 pm and I'm trying to type really quietly. My parents went to bed at 8.30..bah!! I'm not used to being very very quiet. How can you go to sleep that early!!

Anyway, It's been a long day. Loads of projects to get done for mom. Got the new pc up and running and on DSL. Everything is done...just about. Will have to stay here until Friday though. bah!

Just checking in...

Cya later..
xx

Day Ninetynine and One Hundred Combined...Off to Louisiana

2009-02-03T08:07:00.000-06:00

It's 8.08 am and I will be leaving in a few minutes to go to my mom's in Louisiana. Today is her Birthday..Happy Birthday Mom!! Tomorrow is mine. May or may not get to blog from down there. Depends on when the pc is delivered.
Cya all soon..
xx

Day Ninetyeight...Super Bowl Sunday

2009-02-01T21:11:00.000-06:00

It's 9.12 pm and I have no idea who has won the super bowl or even if it's over. I could care less. I had to deal with several irate men today trying to get in the game in HD etc.. Thank God I get off work at 5.30 pm and did not have to deal with the majority of it as the game was just starting about that time.

Tomorrow is my Friday and I get to leave at 3.00 pm. I've got pre-approved e-top. Leaving Tuesday morning for Louisiana to set up my mom's new pc and get everything running correctly. I'll be back on Thursday then I have Friday off as a vacation day. Hoorah!

We are having a silly contest at work. I don't even know what we win. Anyway, Each team has to decorate their work area and dress up blah blah blah...The theme is The Wizard of Oz. How fun..bah! Sooooo Guess who the team has decided has to dress up as the Cowardly Lion??? Yes, that's right...Me...Bah!! So I spoke to my mom earlier today and she will be making me a lion's tail and ears, mane and all that liony stuff. Imagine my embarassment driving to work on Friday the 13th..the day of the judging...Will try to get pics to share my shame...or perhaps not..

Going to bed now..xx

Day Ninetyseven...Crazy People

2009-01-31T20:29:00.000-06:00

It's 8.29 pm. I've just finished eating pizza and getting ready to go to bed.

Today was a day filled with crazy people on the phone. Ignorant people, Hateful people, Rude People, and People who should not be allowed to own a tv. Tomorrow will probably turn out to be even worse seeing as its Super Bowl Sunday here in the States...Bah! I hope I survive.

Anyway, just wanted to say hello..see y'all tomorrow..xx

Day Ninetysix...Red Nose Day

2009-01-30T21:08:00.000-06:00

Just a quick one before going to bed...David's hosting Comedy Relief Red Nose Day this year..Yay...!!!

Day Ninetysix...Working Smerking

2009-01-30T20:20:00.000-06:00

It's 8.20 pm. I'm tired as tired can be. Long, hectic, day at work. Gosh, I hate working. It's not so much work I hate..it's the job I'm doing...Oh well, it pays the bills.

I see everyone has been twittering away without me today..Bah! The fun always happens when I'm not available.

Don't know any news or anything special. I'm too tired to be nosy tonight. Will leave it til tomorrow.

Love..xx

Day Ninetyfive...Dreams of Doom

2009-01-29T16:00:00.000-06:00

It's 4.01 pm and my last day off work. At least I have my car back and am able to drive myself in the morning. It's been an all round lazy day again here in my part of the world. The rain has stopped and the sun has come back but its cold so bah!

Last night I dream't of black ravens swirling everywhere in the sky. At first it seemed the sky was just going black but then I realized what exactly it was. Why do I always dream of things in the sky? And in these dreams I'm always certain its the end of the world. Doom and gloom..woe is me! In this dream I was searching for somewhere to hide. Someone had left the back door open and Rex had run off barking at the Ravens. I was so upset that Rex was gone and so scared. Bah! Poor Rexy :(

Then all of a sudden I was in Wales at the Apartment Building known as Who Towers. I was driving around the building and realized I was on the right side of the road instead of the left. So I moved over very quickly although there was no traffic whatsoever. Also I was driving my old Toyota Camry I had years ago and was amazed that I had managed to ship it to the UK. I parked the car and noticed that David Tennant and some other people were lying on deck chairs on a patio type thing outside. David was covering himself with the Guardian newspaper and shivering..I asked if he was cold?? He said yes and I asked..Well why don't you go back inside? He said..The sun is shining and we like to catch every bit of sun we can get. So I opened the back door of my car and pulled out a blanket and gave to him. Then I woke up. Weird!

I seriously need to stop having these kind of dreams...Bah!

Anyway, It's been very quiet. Beate's internet is down and may be down for a week. Some dudes were digging something across the street from her flat and cut some wire or something. She is going into shock as I type. Withdrawals from the internet are not easy. I will text her of all the things she is missing on a semi-regular basis.

Well I'm off to Twitter....cyall later..
xx

Day Ninetyfour...Twittering is Fun

2009-01-28T18:47:00.000-06:00

It's 6.49 pm. So far I've made it through the day without napping. Amazing!

I'm really starting to enjoy Twitter. Jamie Oliver provided cooking tips tonight. David Tennant should Twitter. He could just ignore those he doesn't want to answer. Or maybe he does twitter but I don't know his twitter name..hmmmm...who knows..He could answer the questions that people seem to google and arrive here on my blog...What's David Tennant's favourite snack food? David Tennant Honey Nut Cheerios...David Tennant's feet...David Tennant skinny...David Tennant's house..and so on..I don't have the answers..I'm just a fan from Mississippi that knows nothing about nobody.

Rex and I haven't accomplished much today other than the few meanderings outside for his loo breaks. Lazy, rainy, twittery day.

Anyway, for you non-twitterers...join me now.

xx

Day Ninetyfour...Drizzley Wizzley

2009-01-28T11:36:00.000-06:00

It's 11.37 am. I've just come in from out and it's miserable out there. Rainy and cold just as expected after yesterdays spring like beautiful weather.

The cold temps don't seem to bother Rex at all. In fact they seem to invigorate him to maximum extremes. Which is bad for me. We visited every mud puddle and leaf pile in the wettest areas of the yard.

I will be traveling to Louisiana again next Tuesday. February 3rd is my mother's birthday and the 4th is mine. I'm ordering her a new pc because the one she has will not connect to the internet and is so outdated its practically powered by hamsters running in little wheels. I'm having it delivered to her house but of course I will have to set it up and show her how to use it. Happy Birthday Mom!

xx

Day Ninetythree....Late Ending

2009-01-27T22:35:00.000-06:00

It's 10.36 pm. I'm not sleepy at all because I've had two naps today..Yes two! Today has not been a good day on the feel good meter. Although it's been a lovely day. Warm with a soft breeze. Too bad it only lasts for one day and back to miserable tomorrow.

I'm still twittering. Russell Brand is lying in bed letting his cat Morrissey milk him. It's 4.36 am in the UK. He is a night owl. Anyway, I'm learning all kinds of useless info on twitter. Useless but strangely satisfying.

I'm off..
xx

Day Ninetythree...Early Start

2009-01-27T08:21:00.000-06:00

It's 8.22 am. I have been awake since 6.30 am even though I didn't go to bed until after midnight.

I watched two movies last night. The first...The Boy in the Striped Pyjamas..I know its been out awhile but I just got around to watching it. Bah! Good movie but I like happy endings not disturbing images left dwindling in my head. That one disturbed me greatly. Any cruelty to animals or children really irks me. The Second..Slumdog Millionaire..Great movie again. Watch it.

I've started Twittering. It's kind of interesting. Just another app to keep up with. I'll probably get bored with it sooner or later. Stephen Fry's twitters are cool and so are Jonathan Ross's. Check them out.

Oh, and I got my car back yesterday afternoon. All's well, Just the fan belt needed to be replaced and the mechanic didn't charge much at all. A lot less than I expected. So I'm back on the road. Hoorah!

It's supposed to reach almost 70 degrees F today. Wow!! Then back to being cold tomorrow..Bah! What strange strange weather.

Love ya all..xx

Day Ninetytwo...Stranded

2009-01-26T12:31:00.000-06:00

It's 12.32 pm and I'm stranded with no car. I'm incredibly bored and I hate waiting. Only one thing cheered me up today and that is this....

well this bedroom dalek vid on youtube made me laugh as well..

Day Ninetyone...If I Didn't Have Bad Luck....

2009-01-25T19:49:00.000-06:00

It's 7.49 pm. I've only been home a short while because I am having to hitch hike. Lovely!

Headed off to work as normal this morning when all of a sudden the dash lights and power seemed to dim in the car...Next thing the RPM's revved up on their own and I couldn't get the car over 40 MPH. So I pulled over into a service station. My fan belt had broken. Bah!!!!!!

Anyway, I phoned my evil aunt who lives in the town I stopped in...woke her up..and made her take me to work. She was not pleased at all. I finally arrive at work an hour and 10 minutes late for my shift. I work the rest of my shift and find a guy kind enough to give me a lift back to my evil aunt's home. Then she brought me home. Hopefully the car will be fixed tomorrow. I didn't want to impose on evil aunt any more so I asked for tomorrow as a PTO day. So I'm at home, without transportation again. Bah!!

Haven't even checked what else is going on in the world. I've been a bundle of nerves all day. I hate having to depend on someone else. Where's the Doctor when you need him???

Hope all's well in your world

xx

Day Ninety...Anywho...

2009-01-24T20:35:00.000-06:00

8.36 pm. Nothing to report. Just another long and dull day of work. Hope everyone is enjoying their weekend.

xx

Day Eightynine...What a Wonderful World

2009-01-23T20:05:00.000-06:00

It's 8.07 pm and I'm home. Back to work today and at least it was a slow day. My sup finally gave me a free hour and took over for me whilst I wandered the hallways and wallowed in nothingness for 60 minutes. It was great!

Spoke to a dude that sounded just like that Swing blade movie guy Billy Bob Thornton played today...Just do the voice in your head and you've got it...exactly. I have to wonder...Do stupid people realize they are stupid? I mean do they actually ever think..."I sound like a complete idiot." "I don't know anything."..Perhaps they are too stupid to realize they are stupid. Or as they say...ignorance is bliss...It just amazes me how some of these people manage to make it through life. I suppose they are happy.

Ulrica Jonnson won Celebrity Big Brother UK. How the heck did she manage that??? I wanted Terry Christian to win. Bah! Oh well. Not that it matters...

Well other than stopping at Sam's to get my elderly neighbor some Miralax when I got off work...then delivering it to them...that was my day in a nutshell...

Oh Joy!! Soon it's time for bed. I see no new Doctor spoilers so I suppose it will be quiet for the weekend.

xx

PS: Honey Nut Cheerio Snack Mix Effing Rocks!! I'm really going to bed now...xx

Day Eightyeight...The First Real Pic from the Specials

2009-01-22T17:44:00.001-06:00

Hmmmmm...Not sure about Michelle Ryan. We shall see.
And what's up with this pic...David's all cocking eyebrow..oooohhh there's danger spotted! and this Michelle girl is like...mmmmm smile for the camera..Bah!

Day Eightyeight..David Tennant's Snazzy Bronze Jacket

2009-01-22T14:30:00.001-06:00

It's 2.31 pm here and all is well.

David Tennant spotted out and about by the Sun wearing a snazzy shiny jacket that only David could rock so well. And his tax disc is out. Go get it renewed before you get a ticket David. Must suck to be famous and the whole world to find out you haven't paid your car tax whachadoochie. Oh well.

xx

Day Eightyeight...David Filming

2009-01-22T10:50:00.001-06:00

David is on set filming the next Special and it looks like he's filming a video diary! Hoorah!
Not sure about this Michelle Ryan person though.

Day Eightyseven..Smiles

2009-01-21T15:12:00.000-06:00

Is it a 34B, 36C,.....or what?

The truth revealed........

This kid's gonna hate his Mom

for this someday!

THE BEST BLONDE JOKE OF THE YEAR - SO FAR

A man was in his front yard mowing grass when his attractive blonde female neighbor came out of the house and went straight to the mailbox.

She opened it then slammed it shut and stormed back in the house.

A little later she came out of her house again went to the mail box and again opened it, slammed it shut again. Angrily, back into the house she went.

As the man was getting ready to edge the lawn, here she came out again, marched to the mail box, opened it and then slammed it closed harder than ever.

Puzzled by her actions the man asked her, 'Is something wrong?'

To which she replied, 'There certainly is!'

'My stupid computer keeps saying, 'YOU'VE GOT MAIL!'

Day Eightysix...I'm Not Feeling Well

2009-01-20T20:14:00.001-06:00

It's 8.15 pm and I'm feeling a bit ill. My head is hurting. My nose is dribbling. My lips are dry and starting to chap. I've popped some pills in the hopes that I can combat whatever germs are trying to enter my system. I hate having a cold.

Day Eightysix...Easter Special Filming Has Started

2009-01-20T13:32:00.000-06:00

Photos from Doctor Who Locations Guide

No David sighting...Rumour has it that Michelle Ryan is the new assistant and filming will end up in Dubai.

Day Eightysix..Inauguration Day

2009-01-20T09:24:00.000-06:00

It's 9.25 am and today America will swear in its first black president. Bye Bye Bush.

I have already been out and about this morning and was thinking America is great for fat lazy people. I just paid my electric bill, got breakfast, then some snacks and household stuffs without ever getting out of my car. All three places I went to have drive-thru service. Drive thru's rock!! Especially on bitter cold days!

Hope everyone is well..I shall blog later..
xx

Day Eightfive..I Need To Blog

2009-01-19T21:54:00.000-06:00

It's 9.55 and I'm about ready to go to bed. Its beyond cold and I'm bored. I have nothing to say but wanted a Day 85...So here it is...

Make up your own story in the comments.

Peace..
xx

Day Eightyfour...Blardy blar blah!

2009-01-18T21:15:00.001-06:00

It's 9.16 pm. It warmed up nicely today..even a bit of sun so that made me a bit more content.

Found out that mid February everyone who got 10 hour shifts 4 days a week due to rising gas prices will go back to normal 5 day a week 8 hour shifts. Bah! So that means I will have to go to work 5 days again. How sucky is that! I like having 3 days off. Never did they mention when they gave you the option to work 10 hours that it would be temporary. Grrrr...twats!!

One more day to go and then I'm off...

Cya tomorrow..xx

Day Eightythree....Thawing Out

2009-01-17T18:59:00.000-06:00

It's 7.00 pm and I'm still very cold even though my pc says its 40 F at the moment. Perhaps I'm still frozen since yesterday. Looks like we're in for rain tomorrow. Cold and rain..what a lovely combination...I look forward to it. Bah!

Catherine Tate will be hosting The Sunday Night Project tomorrow night! Yay....and looks like she will be regenerating into the Doctor...Can't wait to see this one. She's my fave companion.

All's quiet in Davidland. Suppose he's gearing up for filming the next Who special. I hate waiting for news. David should just phone me up and tell me what's going on every day...but then I couldn't post it here because I would be 'ohhhhh so special' getting info from David himself and wouldn't betray him soooo Bah! I'll just be patient.

Well two days over...two more to go for my work week. I'm sick of it already. I was sick of it the moment I walked through the door yesterday morning.

Ben and Michelle on Celebrity Big Brother live feed are annoying me giggling and whispering in the bedroom. I guess I could just turn it off.

Guess I'll post again tomorrow..I'm off...
xx

Day Eightytwo...Narnia Without Snow

2009-01-16T19:27:00.001-06:00

It's 7.28 pm and my world is frozen. It's not all white and lovely like Narnia but it's frozen. I'm sure the evil white witch is lurking around somewhere. These are the coldest temps we've had in ages. I stopped and bought an electric blanket after work today. I definitely will not want to get out of bed in the morning now.

Work sucked all day....I really really hate what I'm doing. It doesn't get better or easier. They just keep adding more and more silly things to say or do. Some things I can't bring myself to say so I keep getting points knocked off my quality for it.

Don't see anything new in David World. Looks like there will be a Doctor Who Daily Planner in the Daily Mail this weekend. I don't get the Daily Mail or have access to it so I guess I will not be planning my days Doctor Who style. I hope I will be able to manage day to day life without it.

Anyway, Hope everyone is well and keeping warm in your part of the world.

xx

Day Eightyone...Disappearing Dots

2009-01-15T19:55:00.000-06:00

It's 7.55 pm. Another 3 day weekend is coming to an end. Bah! I've noticed that the South America dots on my live feed map have disappeared. It's a mystery. Oh well!

It's supposed to get very very cold tonight. Down to -13 c. That is just ridiculous! I cant believe we are getting those sort of temps in the southern United States. I guess I'll have my shower tonight cause I know I won't want to do it at 5.30 in the morning.

I just finished preparing my taxes. I haven't filed them yet. I think they start accepting tomorrow. Anyway, I'm gonna get a decent return this year! Hoorah!

I dread tomorrow..Back to work...

xx

Day Eighty...Wednesday not Thursday

2009-01-14T21:46:00.000-06:00

It's 9.47 pm. I've been convinced that it was Thursday several times today and had an overwhelming sadness fall over me thinking I had to go back to work tomorrow...only to find out it is Wednesday and feel overwhelming relief. whew! This is what too much sleep will do to you.

I slept until noon today. It was unplanned. I actually got up around 8ish, took a shower, but my fatal mistake was jumping back into bed to warm up. Within a couple of minutes I was all cosy and snoring again. Beate texted me at noon wondering where the hell I was...I may have slept on for hours more if not for the text. I needed to get up anyway.

Someone posted a clip of a David movie called "Bradford in my Dreams". I want it...I can't find it anywhere. If anyone knows where I can get this please leave me a message and I will be eternally grateful to you forever.

Anyway, Hope everyone is well. Love ya...
xx

Day Seventynine....UFO's Invade My Dreams

2009-01-13T20:22:00.000-06:00

It's 8.23 pm. It's been another cold day here. Last night I dreamed that UFO's were all over the sky. Everywhere you could see. Small triangular crafts with 3 red lights on the bottom. They were flying in formation and slowly moving. I kept asking the people with me..Are they landing?? No one responded. Just stared at the sky...Bah! I wasn't scared at all. In reality I'd be looking for somewhere to hide.

A whole day of doing nothing here. Watching celeb bb, talking to Beate, and napping. That's my day.

I put some Doctor Who episodes and Blackpool on my new phone. I may have to urge to watch something away from home at some point in my life.

I guess I'll leave it here. Will blog more if I can think of anything.

xx